hanya tinggal beberapa hari shj lg....~~

arini nk tlis psl....
pointer exm ak....
alhamdulillah la dgn pew yg ak pat...
wlpun ak xstdy gn b'sungguh2 kn...tp ak b'syukur la cz tuhan msih bg ak peluang...
tok ak lulus smue paper....amin...~~
ak arap lps nie ak xwt prngai ak cm sem lps lg...men2 mse stdy....xnk stdy...kua mlepak...assgmnt xsiap n wt last2 mnit....mcm2 lg la...
wlupun ak pnye pointer trun ckit...de la dlm 0.06 kn...tp ak still rse cm byk gak...
lau nk d'kirakan pointer ak sem 1...lbh kurg la...2 pn cz ak xley nk elak ats sbb2 t'tntu....2 smue dugaan ak spnjang ak kt unikl nie....

ak arap sem dpn ak xwt prngai cm sem 1 n sem 2 lg....n ak nk b'ubah dr segi smue bnde...t'msuk my atitude...i hope so....doa2 kn ak b'ubah mnjadi lebey baik dr lps2....amin...~~


about my relationship....by the way...it's ok la now...
cz ak kn still cti sem...so ak xwt hal sgt...just ddk umh n ari 2 kteorg jmpe...2 pn mse dy pat cti...dy pat cti xlme...2minggu jew...n kteorg pat jmpe pn 2kli jew...xpewla....it's okey la cz dr jmpe ari2 kn...agk ssh gak relationship jrak jauh nie...tp nk wt cmne...ak redha jew la...n i trust him very well....
now he is everthing to me....n i really love him very3 much....(^_^)

ari yang memb0sankn....

adusss......skt aty la arinie....

dy nie skew bg ak geram gn dy....rse cm nk mkn2 jew dy 2 taw.....

da la ckp kt my bff nti dy suh ak ikt jew my bff ak pi oliday.....ak pnye la ckp gn my bff xjd nk pi sbb dy....tp dy snang2 jew ckp gn my bff suh ak pi cm2 jew....xrti nk appreciate lngsung ak pnye pngorbanan....bkn nk thank....tp lg nk judge ak....ak taw la my bff cmne....dy xkn mrh sbb 2...cz dy taw cmne feeling ak kt my hubby....

haishhh......geram tol la ble pkir blk....dy igt ak leh belah bdn jd dua kot...smta2 nk ikt dyorg 2owg nie.....

da la smlm suh ak kjtkn dy bgn s0lat....pas2 ak try cll xpat....msj pn snyp jew....

nie dr pg xmsj lngsung ak....sktnye aty.....

emmm.....~~

xpewla......nk wt cmne...bia jew la...mls nk pkir lg....

bia la dy wt pew yg dy skew skng nie....ak mls nk pkir n amik taw lg...lau dy msj or cll kew jwb jew la cm biasa....cm xdew pe2...hbs cte....pnt nk pkir lg psl owg len...."just think about myself now n make me happy"......>_<

ari yg stress....

arrrrgggghhh...~~~

gyle2 geram la ak gn dy nie....

skt aty tol la...

gn brdbnd wt hal....gn dy lg....ak xnk g oliday gn my bff pn jd hal....

padahal bff ak br tkt kn dy ckit....ala...bkn slalu pn bff ak pat tkt2 kn dy....

kteorg ok la....dy 2 tkt sgt ak gn bff ak gado.....lme2 nti kteorg okey la...

ak bkn xnk ikt bff ak g oliday....tp ak sgan la gn family n mkck dy....

da la...ak ari2 g umh dyorg......~~

gn dy (my hubby)....~~2 lg sowg....

skt aty tol gn dy 2....eee....~~

nsb bek la ak syg kt dy sgt2....ley lg saba....

lau x....xtaw la nk kate pew....mau ak gigit2 dy....smpi puas aty....lngsung xjrang msj gn ak...

nk jmpe ssh....nk msj pn ssh kew.....nk cll lg la....emmmm.....~~

errmmmm~~ (luahan aty)

tajuk arinie pn ak xtaw nk tlis pew....~~

tp....npew la ssh sgt nk lpekn owg yg da lme lpekn n xcinta kn ktew da.....

adui~~~ ssh la cmnie......ak pn xtaw nk wt cmne lg.....

wlpun skng ak da dew owg len tp....dy still gak ak igt skli skala.....pnt la cmnie.....ak da buang smue knangan ak gn dy....tp still gak ak igt strt dr awl kteorg jmpe smpi skng....wt happen too me~~~

owhhhhh~~ no..........

tp yg ak arapkn skng cme sowg jew n leh syg ak lebey dr ak syg dy.....

n ak xnk kecewa kn aty dy ats sbb2 remeh......

ak arap pkwe ak yg skng nie ak still 4ever n ever......amin...~~

ya allah....~~ terima kasih cz send me the one who can love me more than me love him....~~

n i hope we can stay until we married n he is the last one....in my heart...~~

i hope that he is the right person for me to guide me at the right way to do the right things...

amin~~~

today...is saturday~~

arinie....ak da strt cti sem yg ke-2....
arap2 kali nie okey la cti ak....
pnt la....asik2 gado jew gn dy.....~~
ntah pew yg dy cmburu kn pn ak xtaw.....tp xpew la....
yg pnting ak taw yg dy syg kn ak.....~~
sbb 2 la dy xnk akwt bnde2 yg xelok n xbaik....
ak arap pn dy pat bimbing ak ke jln yg yg baik dimasa akn dtg......~~
amin....~~~~

kdg2 pning gak ak pkir kn sal dy....
xhbs2 gn cmburu dy....pew la yg dy nk cmburu kn sgt....ak pn xtaw la....
ak nie bknnye cntk sgt pn...dy nk cmburu xtntu pasal....kdg2 plik plak ak pkirkn....
yela...ak pham la....ak kn byk lyn n mnja2 gn bdk2 clasmybe sbb 2 la dy jeles.....~~
dy plak jauh....ble dgr cte sal ak kn owg lyn dy mrh la....yg jd mngsa nye ak....
adoi...~~ penin3...cmnie.....~~
xpew la syg pnye psl...ak ikt kn gak pe'el dy bia dy puas ati....
n ak arap cti kli nie ak pat la jmpe dy.....~~
2 pn lau dy de msa la kn....
saba jew la aimi....~~ nk wt cmne......

to dy(bie),,,, : cyg arap pat sttle kn prob kte ble kte jmpe nti k....~~
"bia dy xslh angap sal ak lg.....n ak bkn cm ex dy yg pnah tnglkn dy dlu....~~"

hari ini dlm sejarah...haha

ak igt kn lps apew yg jd between ak gn dy....(r****)
ak dh xnk cpel lg...
n igt nk solo jew smpi ak hbs stdy.....
ku sangka kn pnas hingga ke pth....rpenye ujan d'tengari....
cewah~~~~ ayt xle blah....
hahahahahaha~~

tp wt mse nie ak cpel gn my bie....(s***)
nie ok la....cme bese la...
kdg2 slh pham....
cz dy jnis leh d'katekn sensetif ak la....
xdew la mgongkong cme.....
dy jge la p'gaulan ak.......ak kwn gn spew....ak kua gn spew...
n so on la....
ak pn kdg2 pning gak nk jge aty dy...
nk jge aty kw2 ak lg....
mcm2 la......kerenah owg nie mcm2....
nk jge smuenye ssh la......
leh mati la ak.....spew nk jge aty ak lau ak asik nk jge aty owg jew kn.....~~
ak pn xtaw la...
ak cme b'serah jew la....
tp wt mse nie ak full attension kt dy la n xpkir nk cri len lg....
want to faithful with him only....
i guess~~~ hahahaha~~
n i hope so i can faithful to him if he is the one n the best for me....^_^

today is friday....

smnjak ak strt sem 2 kt unikl nie.......

okla life ak.....no more to think about that guys dah,.......

that guy would automatically not in my memory now.......

to me....he is nothing n don't have nothing...

excpt to play a fool game to another gurl....

that was the type man i ever2 hated in my life now until i die.....

n i will remember what have he done to me.......

now i'm back full of love n smiles now......

bcoz i don't have to think about love that was not exist......

tp.....xtaw npe????

smnjak 2 mnjak nie ak leh mimpi n t'pikir lak psl dy....

plik bt0l.....ak pn xpham....

dh 2 ari ak asik mmpi owg yg sme je lak 2.....

owg yg pling ak bnci.......n ble ak sowg2 je ak leh t'igt kt dy......

pelik.......sungguh pelik....tp benar......

yg beza cuma ak dh xde feeling jew kt owg cm dy......aduh~~~

gyle2 fedup la nie.....

tp yg pnting ak nk jd ak skng....

n tngglkn ak yg dlu....

aimi amirah yg dlu dh xde dlm dri ak....

cme yg ada hnya aimi amirah yg epy, xksh pew owg nk ckp, jdi dri sndri.....

n kwn gn smue owg.....the most important ialah........

tiada lg p'kataan pkwe or couple2 dlm kmus idop ak......

yg ada cme la kwn n family jew......

sesungguhnye cinta sjati xpenah wujud zaman skng nie.....

yg ada hnyalah cinta pnuh gn maksiat smata2.....