this day..!!!~~

arini ak rse cm bese jew...ak pn xtaw la...ak rse mkin ari mkin stress....tp ak xtaw npew...ak ssh nk bnci gyle2 kt owg...wlupun ak taw...dy byk wt slh gn ak...ak pn ada gak wt slh gn dy kn...tp ak xpenah babitkn family or pkwe owg len...tp npe owg skew sgt nk ktuk2 family owg lain...dyorg yg skew mgutuk family owg len xrse slh or dosa kew??? lau ak pn still de ktuk owg len...ak akui...tp xdela smpi ak nk babit2 kn family dy lam hal len kn..lau btol pn dy bnci n jeles sgt gn ak...xyh la smpi cm2 skli...gn owg len dy cte len...dpn ak dy cte len..pnye la baik prngai dy dpn ak...tp ble blakang ak ckp mcm2...de gak owg cm2...ak rse cm sedey gyle... especially kwn yg rpat gyle gn ak...n ak da angap cm family sndri...tp t'gamak dy ktuk family ak...n ak taw la pkwe ak 2 ada wt slh gn dy dlu...tp dy just honest jew...pe yg dy rse psl mmbe2 ak...n ak lg prefer mmbe dr dy sndri...smpi ak sndri gado n t'sepit dkt tgh2...gyle taching dowh...!!!! tp dy still xley pkir lg...ntah la....so skng nie tuhan da tnjuk kt ak yg kte xley nk percaya kn owg 2..wlupun dy rpat sklipun gn kte n baik dgn kte...yg kte ley caya cme family n owg yg btl2 syg kt kte jew skng nie....ak pn da pnt la nk hadap situasi cmni....so lps nie..pe nk jd..pn jd la...ak xnk pkir lg psl owg len...ak wt hal ak jew...at the same time ak still kwn gn owg yg ske ktuk n mgata ak mcm2...tp skng nie ak byk diam kn diri jew la...n wt hal ak sndri yg pnting fokus lam stdy...yelah kn exam da nk dkt...xley la nk enjoy2 sgt...ermmm...!!!!

but.......i miss my hubby...cz da jrang pat msj dr dy....so lau dy xanta msj rse rndu gyle la...xtaw npew ley jd cmni...~~ pkwe sblm2 nie xde pn...!!!! ;(((